★ Emotional ★

i hate that her attitude..
i hate to see her face..
i hate the way she talk..
i hate her like look down on me..
i hate everything of her..
i m simpan $ to give her back...
i dun wan to own her..

♥ apa ni ♥

suling is super duper tired..
nobody understand me...
how suffer am i... who noe?
i just din show in my face..
doesn't mean i no care...
i m sad...
smile just a cover page..
life is so suck for me...
many burden in my shoulder..
until i doesn't noe how to count..
finding job, waiting for the call..........
this all become my daily activities...
until when i can get what i want
i need money...
not for fun or use else for useless thing
need it to help my family~~!
i m so useless!!
i am very very unhappy with the situation right now..
how to do?
just can have a better changes~!
i m try to pretend...
actually i m not that strong

♥ wuwu ♥

recently i really like to cry
when think that why the bank haven call me for 2nd interview
why why why?
the tear will straight away drop..
maybe i m too stress..
and i like to think so much..
what if i no get the call from the bank
what is my next plan?
i myself also dunno
seeing papa no work..
hearing mama everyday talk of $$$$
i really feel like~~~
i m sad actually....

♥ confusing ♥

day pass by day...
week pass by week..
i become more emo de..
i like lose of my direction..
why i m doing nothing right now?
what should i do?
who can help me?
how i cant get the job?
where is my soul?
feeling so "wu zhu"
god please help me~~!
i cannot keep like this ~.~

♥ new thought ♥

L.O.V.E is come from heart....
watch a HK drama name 谈情说案
total 25 episode
i use 2 days already finish watch lor..
if 10 mark is full mark, i give 9.5...
from this movie, i learn..
how to LOVE a person!~~
actually i really dunno what this love mean...
but at this moment i really know it...
when you love a person..
you will do everything to let he or she happy
and doesn't do anything that will hurt them......
life is so mysteries.. love also same..
one thing!
dun easy get angry...
this will only show out ur "stupiness"
in future time i will control it..
dun hope show off this goodness~!
haha :)

♥ what Am I doing ♥

what am i doing?
a damn good Question..
sleep, eat, watch TV...
that all...
is this is my destination?
izzit i will end my life like tis..
shit lo...
i feel bored of everything..
everyday repeat doing same thing..
waiting the call from the bank
and hope get the job...
but what am i waiting for..
they never give me a chance!
why??
i am degree holder ler..
is hard for me to find job ma?? >.<
why perlis no have job??
wuwu

♥ Shit ♥

today is the day that i wont forget in my life...
i never ever hate a person still hope it disappear in front of my eyes...
i really very angry + sad...
you want to take the hammer to knock my head
you want to kill me...
if i die also i will be the ghost to kill you too...
you are not my brother anymore...
from today onward i wont talk to that person anymore...
it is over my limit d...
i wont forgive you!